Creation, Radiance, and a Meditation of Self

I was thinking this week, on the relationship between my Fathers and what it means for me, which led to meditating on the meaning of my name, which led to some rambling writing on creativity and the nature of my being. I will share the result of that here because it has been a while since I posted anything and because some of it may be interesting even if the overall composition is not fully translated out of my internal language:

Veracity, Validity, and Polyvalance

So, catching up on my RSS feed I spent a while reading about the Shopping Cart blow up via Devo and then poked around on the general forums to confirm my suspicions and noticed our now almost annual Problems with Reconstructionism blow up on the Cauldron (2013 edition, 2011 edition). This seems to be the time of year when shit goes down in the various Recon communities. Seriously. Both of these are the same argument cloaked in a slightly different forms.

The problem is I don’t think we’re arguing about what we think we’re arguing about...

Winged Set Animal Statue

First, if you haven't seen Setken's awesome winged Set painting, go see it! I saw that just before the photo shoot of my newly minted little guy here and had to laugh at the coincidence. Especially since we were both  at least partially drawing from the same source images in Te Velde as inspiration. (^_^)

I made this little guy earlier tonight and I think He came out pretty good, if I do say so myself...

Building a Shrine Part 3: With Bonus Material ;)

I still remember the intensity of that stare. They were in the center of the mall in a roped off circle—the local raptor rescue organization—and the young presenter had a golden eagle on her arm. He was restless and moving and making her nervous… and then he noticed me. Stillness. That stare. So keen and so persistent. No matter how she moved him, he contorted easily with that supernatural sense of balance that all birds have, so he could keep both eyes on me. I glanced down at myself looking to see if perhaps there was some glint on my shirt or pants that might draw such eyes. Nope. He was looking at me.

Randomness Related to my Divine Family

Is it strange to spend an entire evening mining the archives of someone else’s life trying to find evidence of dissonance between your personalities? Or, failing that, to unearth at least some indication that you are at not walking an identical path and existing as an echo of someone else? Is it strange to be oddly comforted when you succeed?

I wonder if I am just skittish about the startling number of similarities I have with some of the other Set kids because, for so long, Set was the reason I was different and not the reason I was the same. Or maybe this is some twisted echo of my fear that well-meaning relatives are right and that I will “become my mother” someday. An extension of the terror that brews in me at the mere suggestion of the loss of identity that implies. A generalized phobia of not being unique enough to be my own person.

Not that I feel like much of a Set-kid this weekend...

An Apology, More on Te Velde, and my Project for the Year

The Te Velde thing has been on my mind, and it has been bothering me in that manner that a determined biting fly bothers a potential blood donor.  When it became clear that other things weren’t going to get done until I dealt with it, I finally succumbed and started re-reading the text. The first thing I would like to say in the aftermath of that is: I am so sorry.

Building a Shrine Part 2: Nebt-Het Statue Creation

My dilemma was that there is no Veronese bronze Nebt-het (as far as I can tell). Eventually, I decided that my only option was to alter a different Veronese statue and make a Nebt-het of my own. After all, I am a creator’s kid so brining my creative talents to bare in these sort of situations is more or less a duty. (Once again, warning: there are a lot of pictures in the post as I decided to show the creation process)

Building a Shrine Part 1

Building a shrine which represents my full line-up has proven challenging to say the least. Acquiring images that were agreeable to both the Names and to me took some doing. (Warning: lots of pics in the post)

Reevaluating My Te Velde Recommendation

Later Edit to “How do we know Set isn’t evil?”:

 I realize now that, ironically, I recommend Te Velde right after I definitively state my view that the Hyksos were primarily responsible for the later demonization of Set and destruction of the Setian cult. This is ironic because Te Velde spends several pages objecting to this perspective and attempting to debunk it.

Even more ironically, Te Velde probably won't improve anyone's opinion of Set if what they are hung up on is his homosexual advances/attacks on Heru. Te Velde also doesn't do much to dissuade the "Set is evil" crowd because he uses the word evil liberally throughout the book. However, in my estimation, a lot of the things Te Velde brings up do not correlate to our modern concepts of evil the way he seems to think. 

Note the publication and copyright date of the material is in the late 60’s: there is a lot of cultural bias in his work especially in his recounting of the homosexual interpretation of the contendings.  Also remember: Te Velde, like all professional Egyptologists, is concerned with science, not faith. He isn't attempting to understand Egyptian faith, he's attempting to describe Egyptian religion, which isn't exactly the same thing. He also has the same issue as Meeks in that he squeezes all the myths from across all the millennia together and merits them as a whole. He's better about pointing out the evolution of the myths over time, but is so obsessed with Plutarch being a superior source that many of his descriptions still treat the later evolutions of the myths as somehow "purer" forms of the earlier ones.

I'm second guessing my recommendation.

One would have to read a lot into Te Velde's work to find what I found in it. It's also worth noting that I read it concurrently with a number of other Egyptology texts and that influenced my opinion of it greatly--in a more positive direction than someone taking it on its own merits might. Despite my fondness for it, and allowing that there is a lot of good information to be found within, it's unlikely to change any minds about Set. 

At some point, I should probably do a write up, or at least an annotated guide to the Te Velde book. That might help explain where I'm coming from better than simply referencing the title does.  

"How do we know Set isn't evil?"

This again. I am at the point where I bite my tongue whenever this comes up. We've been over this. 

 "Yes, but given the myths, how do we really know he isn't evil? How did we end up trusting him and including him in our faith?" 

"Look, I know chaos can be useful, but the chaos in my life certainly isn't, so I would definitely steer clear of him."

The number of times I have heard it. The questions all blend together for me and I can't remember who asked what anymore. I see it mostly on the general forums but sometimes on the House forum as well. The problem is that I can think about this far more coherently and calmly than I can write about it. That’s why I don't answer these types of questions on the forums anymore and why I hesitate to post about it here, but I’ll give this a try anyway because I'm feeling ranty this evening: